Recognizing that I am an eternal soul expressing as a human, I ponder the question–what is my soul purpose? What am I meant to do? How can I serve?
I realize that for whatever reason, and perhaps collective reasons, I have felt for much of my life as though my voice didn’t matter. My thoughts weren’t good enough.
As I look back and review my life and the many events that have helped me to become who I am today, I realize that often times I used my ‘story’, or my ‘history’ to create a mask for my true thoughts. Maybe somewhere it was easier to tell the story than to tell my true feelings. Perhaps I relied way too much on my older brother telling me what to think and how to react. In my weakness, I allowed that to happen.
In my marriages, I made sure that I was heard….but did I ever listen? Not really listen just to them, but did I listen to me? Did I allow the opinionated voice to dominate the inner wisdom speaking?
I know this to be true, when you are quiet long enough to actually HEAR the inner voice, you really have known the message all along.
So is my soul purpose to let that voice be heard? Am I hear to speak, to teach, to advocate?
My inner wisdom knows……